Unsteady.

Medical school comes in waves, and my muscles ache from swimming.
I usually glide in a routine: wake up at 5, I workout every day, I am on top of lectures and my studies. I am conscious of what I eat, and I find ways to integrate fun and balance. I am bursting with light, energy, happiness, inspiration, and passion.
I don’t recognize myself. I am flailing. I haven’t been to the gym in over a month. I eat anything I can between sleeping or class, I don’t care anymore. I am sleeping more, constantly feeling exhausted. Every drop of motivation has drained out of me, and I’m left staring into the empty bucket wondering where, and when, it will get refilled.
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4 thoughts on “Unsteady.

  1. I ad this too up until like a week or two ago. For the past 2 months I was feeling this way too. COuld be burnout, could be anxiety manifesting itself this way, etc. Try to take a day or two (if you can) and do whatever you feel like doing but dont study or study very minimally. This helped me a ton. Also if you need someone to talk to my inbox is always open! ❤ stay strong, we got this!

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    • Jani V, thank you so much! I am taking your advice and sleeping more (I slept 10 hours yesterday! o_o) and already feeling a lot better. I love your blog – thank you for your support 🙂 I’m here for you as well!! xx

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